in the face of my karmic buildup and the heap of its teardown, i have been so far into my right brain. sooo sensitive am i. i am. re-arranging, cleaning, re-meming. i actually did that? that was me?? i am WHERE right now??? i went to the beach, you asked me if it was ‘great’ or ‘windy’ or ‘fun’… there was mounds of seaweed sand, surround-sound bird calls, auric sun glares, a fine salty dust, the one-pulse voice of the ocean all at once… a shoulder shrug, attempting to make sense of a jumble of feedback from healing and understanding. standing. in the present. tall, strong, and remembering all my brothers and sisters the galaxies of galaxies over.
identity crisis, i thought saturn returned?
i miss my cat, and am launching into super-girl levels of body-temple fitness. why not? what else is there? i gotta live with her. and we’re oh-too-ready ready to jump on board…. just waiting for the train. which, of course, has already arrived and left the station.
lessons:
*the future has already affected the past. so why not just, relax into now?
*reflections aboud, fearlessness deconstructs the visions and memes of what was reality
*having someone to love makes this journey a helluva lot less rickity. it turns it into a cushiony, peach, swirling glowy flight. however….
…the soulmate is you. this is the love of your life and she must live soul-y for her. so, go ahead, take flight. you’re beautiful. its about time your soulmate told you so.
*love in service to strangers and the rest of the universe’s rigid worries dissolve into warm water.
*perfection is now, this. moment. this energy sphere of light
*acceptance is like a giant keyring to open all the right doors
*let the butterflies come to you. let them. they flutter softly.
*dying embers actually smell sweet
*download the universal creative current and you will see all, infinity to zero to ONE